False start
The shops are open again.
Inbox badges reappear.
Someone casually asks what you’re doing next.
It’s Boxing Day.
Nothing has actually begun.
But urgency has a habit of arriving early.
It dresses itself up as motivation.
It pretends the pause is over before it’s had a chance to work.
These days sit in between.
Not quite holiday. Not quite normal.
They’re a buffer the year quietly gives you.
There’s no prize for restarting first.
No reward for dragging momentum forward before it’s ready.
Some rest only counts if you let it finish.
The grind can wait.
The lists will still be there tomorrow.
Just because the calendar flips doesn’t mean the engine has to start.

